skeen & farah

smlm tdo 4jam jer.dr kul 6pg smpi 10pg.then bgn siap kn asgmnt pastu x bleh tdo dh.x tau la nper.ish!dok sorg lg x bleh tdo.

kul 4 siap2 g gopeng pick up farah.g dgn haru n iskandar.saje ajak diorg teman.ngantok la drive sorg2.n buke luar skali.wee~

otw balik,farah citer bout her dad.farah nanges.cian giler kt abah farah.raser next week mcm nk tgk abah farah,tp ibu sruh balik seremban plak.pening2..

farah..

i know ur feeling rite now,be strong syg.

sorie sometimes i cant control myself to be in ur mood.

but i try my best to be part of u.

sush n senang samer2 keyh.

then balik dr ipoh tu kul 9lbh.ha!3org pak guard skali tunggu kitorg kt gate tu.tulis namer yea.haha.dey,smlm aku masuk kul 11dgn am x der pape plak.ari nie masuk kul 9 dgn farah kner tulis namer plak.f*** off.biar la.3 sem x der wt jht,mcm nerd sgt plak kn.hahahaha

erm,then tros balik bilik.kul 11mlm tu kuar balik.g padang uitm.countdown merdeka konon.x best langsung!ni la uitm,event nk gempak jer.tp x der pape.

kul 12lbh kitorg balik dr padang singgah cafe.sahur jp.then tros balik bilik.tdo mlm ni farah teman. =)

seyes,aku makin temban.asl ni weyh?perlukah aku menuju ke slimworld?huhu

skeen & bored

this wiil happen when im freaking damn bored in my room.i gt assgmnts to settle down,but x der mood la beb.nnt ader mood aku settle kn la.jp jer tu.ngee

my comfy bed + my shoes. =P

everyday im wearing baju kurung yea.x bleh pakai jeans dh.lects bebel nnt.

juz a small table kalo nk dibanding kn dgn meja kiri n knn tu.sbb sy dpt almari besar n dok katil bawah.x cukup budget kowt uitm sri iskandar nih!

my lappie wif internet connection.nie jer yg wt kn aku x la sunyi sgt dok bilik sorg2.roomate aku sumer balik la!cuti lamer kn!x pnh aku raser idop sorg cm ni.huh!serik dh!

aper hal plak nie?i have no idea.XOXO

0600 rite now.

i juz finish my assgmnt.huh.at last siap gk.the whole nite im sruggling to finish it.wt sorg2 jerk tau.hah.tinggal nk btol kn sket2 jer then print!sok bleh tdo puas2 then ptg g ipoh pick up farah kt bus stand gopeng.buke kt ipoh la sok syg eh?g jusco skali tau.nk bli sandle vinnci yg kiter usha ari tu.hehe.

p/s:to my dear notty syg,hav a day nice wif ur family.shopping utk i skali keyh.compulsary!!hheee

skeen,am n pak guard

location: main gate uitm

time: 11.00pm

date: 28/08/09

pak guard : awk saper?

skeen: student uitm

pak guard: awk saper?

am: student utp

pak guard: ha,masuk.

pheewww...yes,aku dpt masuk without write my name in that shit book.so thats mean rekod aku bersih lg keyh,x pnh pn tulis namer dlm buku kt pondok pak guard tu.syukur,alhamdulillah!!

7am: bagun

9.o0am: gerak g ipoh

2.30pm: gerak balik sri iskandar

3.30pm: gerak g penang

11pm: smpi uitm

g penang semate-mate nk buke jerk.how kind is my boyfie.hak2.sbnr nyer mmg samer2 tgh in mood to go out.jln jauh2.huhu.nk overnight x bleh sbb am ader program kul 8pg sok.ngggeee.

tp tu pn sy dh enjoy sgt2.walaupn u bz sgt2,but u still can spend time with me.thankx alot my not!

i know im no good

but i try to be the best

i know i cnt be the half

but i try to fix it

i know silence breaks the heart

but i try to accept it

i know im insane

but i try to avoid it

*uiks.broadband laju plak skrg nie.mmg dh xder org ker kt uitm ni?wwuuuuaaaa!

skeen & skipping

today is august 27.then?

sy x g class bell pg ni.haha.kul 8-11pg.mls la.+ pg td bgn kul 8.so mmg x sempat la kn.haha.kina,kalo dh set dr mlm td x mao g class so how come u want to aspect u can wake up early in the morning kn.hoho!padahan kul 6.30 dh bgn solat subuh dh.then tdo balik.hah!4 sure la ko x kn g class.heee~

then bgn kul 8 tu raser mcm serba slh plak la kn.yelah,1st time nk ponteng tnpa sbb yg kukuh.sblm ni ponteng pn tp tetap sign gk kedatangan.haha.erm,otak ni pk nk wt alasan per la kalo mdm shantie tnyer nnt.tp mcm x baik jerk tipu time bln2 pose ni kn.

chill beb.ko mmg dh janji dgn farah x nk g class kn.so set la!pape hal tanggung samer.cun2!!

erm,pg2 am dh msg suruh g class kalo bgn awal.tp dier msg pn kul 8lbh.so dh t'lmbt la keyh dear.hek2.then kemas2 bilik.kul 11 kner g class.n class last ari nie kul 7pm keyh!ptg adeer presentation plak.rilex la beb.presentation koko jer pown.huhu.

p/s:harap2 la am syg jd jemput ptg ni.nk buke luar la.bosan dh mkn kt dlm nie.lg pown sok x bleh kuar dh.pape ntah uitm ni.bg cuti merdeka.tp x bleh balik.LOL!!

run away from mamarazi.stop..stop..asking me howt questions yea..

eza...jht..

reporting from the lab again...

hmmm...
my social life update..
hmm....
i feel....wat do u call it?
misrable?
no...
worse...
mean...
i feel bad...
i mean...
ive hurt some1...

but i don noe on how hurt he is...or is he rily huurrrttt..or if he's not effectte by it at all...or...i didnt do much anywayy...
hmm
okayyyyy...
okayy...
i still did wrong...
i;ve hurt him..

rite...
this is THE story...

theres this guy...
tall dark handsome...
no wait...
scratch that last part...
hes not that even good looking to be with anyway...
oke...eza.stop being mean...

rite...
we wre at this progaram modul...
i was in 1 group...he was in another with my friend..
he took my frens number...
n mine too...
but he just took it 4 sopan purposes...
he didnt even look at me prperly...
i didnt care mush...
i liked his frend better...
k...
the guy who took numbers was faizal..
he texted my frnd anis stright away...
he didnt text me...
oh yeah...he text some1 else too..
nana...
another frend of mine..
didnt care much of that either..

anis was sooo into him that time...
gave him 4 stars 4 beeing cute i think..
hehee
we sang his name n evrything...
just to hve some fun..
(childish...i noe..)

well...
1 day..
after his first meeting with anis...
he texted me...
he didnt say much..
coz we were both bz..
then he was silent wif me again...
didnt care here yet..
but he sure made me curious..
like...y did he text me when he like anis?

later..
he went missing..
well... not missing...
but he tried to get away from anis...
that was wierd...
i thought he was afraid of anis..

few days later...
he text me again...
we texted a bit but GOD! how boring could he be??

anyhow...
he asked me abit of anis..
he told me he didnt want to b more than frens with her...
all he could be is just frens..
i told him a few things n told him not to worry coz anis was doing fine without him...
but he was soo guilty that i advised him to just stay away from anis forever or just go to her n say ur sorry..
welll.not much later he told me he didnt want to talkk about this matter anymore coz it gve him headaches..
i said okay..ididnt matter to me much anyway...
we texted abit...
but then...he slept...
the next morning...
he apologised...
i wass like...so?
but i didnt reply his msg though..i didnt care much about him..
he texted me again in the afternoon again...
i didnt rply either...
i rplyed him only after it was 8pm..
told him i was buzy n sory 4 not rplying...
he told me isokay..."saye nk pergi traing handball"
i again was like...saye?waaaaattt???

he texted me in the middle of the nite,,,AGAIN..
i didnt rply...i was asleep..
the next nite he text me...
i texted back...heyyy it was a free evening..
we text,..i got to noe that we got the same birthdates,,
that was happy news to me...coz i never b4 met some1 who hve the same birthdate as me...
we got our names similiar too...
faizal n faizah...
hahahaha
just coincidence okayyy..not planned!

we textd more...
and....
the result is,,,
in 3 days...he told me he missd me...
AGAIN.. i was like waaaatttt........???

hten...
he told me he loved me...
i was like...huh???????????
evrything was bullshit...
stupid things he told me...that no 1 in their rite mind would believe..
hmmm...
my feelgs 4 him?
texting him was nice...
but im not into a relationship with him...idon want to...not after he went to my bestfrend first..
huh

i told anis about faizal eventually..
i wantd to c her reaction..
SHE WAS FREAKING MAD!!!
welll...not at me anyway...
hehe
bestfrend saved

my roomates were angry at him 4 playing us both...
i told him ididnt want to have anything 2 do with him anymore...then i was silent with him...i just didnt care anymore...
he called 4 like 10 times...
my roomates couldnt stand it nymore that they picked up my phone n told him somethings 2 scare him away...

that didnt detr him though...
he kept calling...
this time anis picked up..he said he love me..
then she practically SHOUTED at him insane words..
well..who wont?
imean..how stupid could a person b to tackle the best frend of the person who he tackled just not long b4?
that is just completely stupid...and insane...and make peolpe hate u..
huhuuuu
(0_0)
well...
he stilll didnt care though...
he kept calling...
this time i answered...
i told him a few things more...my girls were shouting at him in the background...he just laughs them off...i told him...we dont share anything special between us n i don ever wnt to...sudenly he was silent...
he said he didnt understand wat i was trying to say..
i said i dont want to be with him..
he kept silent...
so i said i love my frend more..
i told himthat he told me the same things that he told anis.. n that he would some day do the same thing to me as he did to anis...
ididnt want that...
then i didnt noe wat to say anymore...that i just told him "sorry" in a mean kind of way...
but he kept silnt...
i just put down the phone...
my frens were cheering 4 his downfall...but i felt bad inside...
ifelt mean...he didnt do anything to me...
he did only to anis...
it was just all wrong timing...
he never called back...
i felt worse...

i never love him or anything...
i just liked his company...thats all...especially when i was sick the day b4...
am i mean...?
yep...
i meannnn....
im baaaaadddd
i don want any more guys in my life..4 now...hehe

skeen & nafsu

smlm g terminal 1 dgn my little bro ib.
btol kn hp.suppose to go to sg.wang plaza sbb hp tu ader warranty lg
tp sbb kn mls n jln pose ni.g terminal jerk la kn.
so skrg hp aku dh ok.weee~
download bnyk2 lagu tu.hek2

*hp murah jerk keyh.tp sbb kn hp nie ok dh.mcm x der can nk dpt hp baru jerk.LOL!

then g jln2 jp sementare tnggu apek tu repair hp.
aku raser mcm jln kt mid valley plak
sumer menarik weyh!haha
nmpk sgt nafsu aku serakah.hahah
tmpt lepak endon pown menarik kowt.
dasyat2 ko skeen.


then singgah bli beg.x tau la asl aku ske sgt2 beg tu.
may be pnh nmpk kt ioi mall puchong tp time tu x der duit so x bli la kn.
smlm nmpk lg be tu,so mmg bli la kn.but the problem is..
ari nie aku raser mcm nk bli 1 lg jerk.haha
tp pk2 balik aku nk wt per bnyk2 kn.nafsu2!!

*beg besar kalo korg x nk gne lipat2 masok dlm beg kecik tu.wink2 -,-

sob2!!i need to go back to perak this nite.bus kul 9.30mlm kt pudu.
tp dr seremban gerak dlm kul 7 la kowt.so korg faham kn.
aku b'buke kt dlm bas jerk keyh."idop diperantauan mmg mcm ni la wie" ;(
*tq ibu sbb masak kn bekal utk angah.

*3 tiket bas nie bkn mkne aku duduk 3 seats keyh.aku balik dgn farah n iskandar shah.

(bkn bf sy,tp mungkin bakal bf farah)haha.jgn mrh farah.

skeen & fasting

ari nie kn..

1. x bgn sahur.1 family ckp x yah kejutkn angah.dier mmg x sahur.wwuuuaaa!aku manusia biaser weyh.perlukn sahur!!
2. hp rosak.kner g hntr kedai.sebaik ayah bg green light bg hp baru.weeee.harap2 balik perak ader hp canggih la.nk dgr lagu pown okeyh la.
3. boyfie demam.pity him. = ( tp u kner pose gk tau.no excuse!!hehe.
4. fb x bleh nk login.under maintenance.aper nie weyh?abes tu aku nk wt per nih?

korunk2..inikah name nyer dugaan b'puase.ALLAH tu x akn uji hamba-Nyer kalo hamba-Nyer x mampu.daaa~