:) :( ^^

that's how exclusive you're to me, and how invisible i am to you. If you only knew.
azri idzuandi~

skeen & hot mama

today,i start my day wif a great thinking

i want to be a good mother n wife..INSYAALLAH..

try to be the best in everything i do for them

..AMIN..

skeen & aquarius

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

Not everyone values discipline. Avoid lazy people who will force you to compensate.
Making connections is important today. Therefore, you should call upon your charm, perseverance, and attention to detail to help you make the most out of the opportunities at hand. If you are thinking of a career move, sending out some feeler emails to people you know 'in the biz' could yield some very interesting leads. If you are working your way down the romance path, someone from your past is interested in reconnecting -- give them a call and see what's new.
i believe on it =]

skeen & people

take me as who i am

dont know why..

i dont hav mood to coomunicate wif ppl,i juz deal wif~

ppl who i like.

ppl who i comfortable wif.

ppl who can be my loyal friend.

ppl who can understand my acting.

ppl who can be by my side wherever i need.

tq ppl =0

juz this lyric =

HaDirnYA tAnPA kUsEdARi

MeNgGaMit KaSiH CinTa Bersemi

hAdiR cInTa InsAn PaDa Ku iNi

AnuGerAh KurniAa ILAHI

LembUt TuTuR bICARanYA

mEnArIk hAtiKu Utk menDekatiNya

KesopanAnnyA MemiKat Di Hati

MendAMaikan JiwaKu yg Resah ini

Ya ALLAH jIKa dia Benar unTukku

DekAtkanLaH HatiNya denGan HatiKu

Jika dia Bukan mIlik ku

DamaikAnlah hAtiku dGN Ketentuanmu

Dialah pErMata Yg dicari

sElaMa ini Baru KuTemUi

tApi Ku tak Pasti Rencana ILAHI

aDAKah dia kAn kU mILIki

Tidak sEkAli di nodai naFsu

AkaN kU bATasi dgn SyariatMU

jIKA dIrinya bUkan UntuKku

Redha haTiku dgn KeteNtuanMU

Ya ALLAH EngkaULah TemPat ku BergAntuNG hARaPan Ku

Ku haRap Diriku SeNtIasa Di bawah RahMatMU

*i dont want this feeling anymore.full of hope wif no more heart's post

kenangan 3 pg.....

hello...
aku juz nk cite kenangan 3 pg yg aku alami time g campng...
last week aku g campng kat pontian..
so cam bese la kan campng..
da best part adalah...
ktorg kne kjt kol 3 pg..
n bkk2 mate je da kne tgkng2...
cbe imagine cane..
dgn nk crk tdg ag..
dgn tgh mamai lg..
pas2 kne jln itk..
juz imagine..
ko kne ttp mte ngn kain den jln itk....
best kan..
pas2 aku kne sound lg..
kne jrt lg....
mmg x ley lupe ar..
aku rse 2 ar exprience aku yg x ley lupe...
aku ingt lg aku kne sound...
ni ape men pgg nie??
ingt bley men pgg2 ke???
huhu..
da tntu ar x nmpk pape..
so aku pgg je la org dpn aku...
n of course la laki kn...
free2 je kan..
hehehehe...
2 la kenangan 3 pg aku....

skeen & pictures

lepak umah farah from 9am till 12pm

round jj bkt raja


eyeback argh!


my new hot dude's car.aduyai,x serik ker kina oi?!

skeen & mood

ari nie sgt2 x stable emosi ku
jp sedey,jp happy,jp moody
so i call it as mood disable.hee~

juz want to talk my schedule 4 today.
4.00am-go to sleep.bleh lg aku lelap kn.ah lantak ko la laki!!
7.00am-woke up but still guling.mls nk bgn jer
8.00am-went to bathroom
8.30am-juz sat n cried again
9.00am-went to farah's house n lepak there
12.00pm-went to jj bkt raja to have a lunch
3.00pm-went to kakak's house to lepak again
7.00pm-went to pak li kopitiam 2 find howt dude.haha.no lah!kakak ajak mkn k.
8.00pm-went to bs stand to go back perak on sunday.hah.lamer gilex kowt cuti.
9.00pm-went to IOI MALL puchong to stable my mood again
11.oopm-went home to sleep.eh,no lah!dont want 2 sleep.
5.00am-went to sleep.
pictures will be update soon =]

people,im enough tough rite now
life is more than about guys
thankx emah.

jgn hegeh2 la kina
no boyfie preety please
thankx farah

sok nk wat per ekh?
still kt shah alam lg nih
nk enjoy2 lg la syg

skeen & life

today,23 july 09..
i declared as man free n no guy preety please..
haha..

ari nie genap 6 bln kami b'pacaran then the end of our story..
FULLSTOP!!!

oh man..
thats really enough owkey..
its really2 hurt me..

but in the same time
im really2 happy to be single..
ma,sy join group single awk ye =]

to all people out there.
juz enough to say that kami x der jodoh.
eh,bkn2!slh tu.
kami ok jerk la.
still can go out together
msg-ing and so on..
juz cant get along jer k..
nie la org ckp
sejalan,tp x semestinyer sehaluan kn?am i rite?

but friends,im still ok
the same skeen like previous one
juz sy x nk b'pacaran lg till my true love k.

to my dearest farah syg..
thankx coz always wif me n sudi pinjam kn telinga u dgr my sad story pg2 bute.
haha.
mcm org mati laki kowt
pg2 bute dh kol u then nanges2.hahaha
bdk kechik tol la!!

but we end of our day wif happy ending
g jusco bkt raja,round2 mall without money
mkn2 kt foodcourt
then lepak umah sambil on9 till ptg.
sgt2 bahagia owkeyh!

to hafiz damn!!
i hate u so much..
i still can be ur friend but who know the inside of me kn?
but dont wory,kina x penah dendam dgn u.
juz really want to c ur next future bitch!!
go to the dude!!

man u

man uuuu~!
ahhh~~
:)

anonymous hater ;p

aaaaghhh!!!!!
i cant live with this!!!

hahaha
msti ade yg tkejot an with my post?
i hope he reads it
agk2 spe i ea?
sng nk agk an?

hello sap!!!
im ur no 1 hater!
wat lg prgai ngn ak.

but jgn rsaw...
i x hate u 100prcent k?
its just all anger.

i stiillll luv sap as a friend

hehe gedik x?
see...
anger all gone now

good nyte good day evryone!!

anonymous la sgt ak niiii...

hmm..
pe nk kate eh?
to certain some1..
this fuckin blog bkn nyer kami mls nk xctive k??
FYI
my place xdpt wireless..
nk g cc mhl.
laptop???
haha
ak glak je ah
u think my mum would let me have 1?
think again
so just shut up
bsg2 npe some of us xactive blog ni
ok...
thnx coz u also xtve la jgk dlm blog ni
but xde ah se actve like skeen aite?
so speak 4 urself
at least i ade ah gk posting kt cni kn?
wlupon xspnjg u pnyer.

n skrg...
DE PLAK YG NK MGEDIK NK TGGLKN KAMI?
fine..
wat ah pe yg u nk
xde kaitn ngn i pon mslh u 2.
but it still hurts k?

yes!!
ITS HURTS.
MYMPAH
SKT HATI.
now ni jgn lak u nk wat ni sbgai tmbhan alasan u nk tgglkn kami ag
ckp ah mslh u tu.
tlg ah jgn ckp..."ya aaa...sme org da mrh ak...bek ak tgglkn je"
it just makes me just fuckin shit angry!!

peace out

silver lining-rilo kiley

skeen early in the morning~

now is 5.20am.i cant sleep.eh!

no.no..

juz wake up from sleep.

ayay!asl slh timing nih.

ini adalah di sebab kn my boyfie lah!

suruh i tlg on9 kn ptptn dier.haha

actually i yg suruh dier amek

bagus utk maser depan kami nk sronok2

hahaha.tp x bagus utk mase dpn kami yg akn b'hutang.

tp bkn sy k.dier..dier..

hahah

tu pown aku dh mcm surrender jerk nk tlg dier apply pt nih.

mcm2 hal okeyh!

nie on9 pg2 bute nih pown bkn bleh register on9 pown.

system under construction la plak!

mcm2 mak nenek dier la.

huhu!

1 more thing aku on9 nih pown coz kner check subsidi mkn

hopefully dpt la aku duit mkn

kalo x + kurus la aku cm nih.

skrg nih pown mkn 1 hari skali jerk k.

pheewit!gilex la ko skeen.

diet lah syg.

diet duit.haha

tp malang la sgt2.

system uitm pown down gak.

aduyai!

+ down aku cm nih beb.

then x tau nk wt per dh

so download la ym

bapak kuno kn.

ym pown x der laptop aku nih.

hahaha

bkn aper mls nk d/load ym,kang dok chatting jerk

keje laen x wat pown

alasan2!

sbnr nyer mls nk tunggu lamer d/load

tp skrg nih ader ym dh

sronok2

bleh chatting2 dgn bf2 lamer

haha
syg,im joking k =]

mksd i kwn2 lmer la tuh ye

then td d/load bnyk lagu gk la.

thankx aryl 4 all tthe songs.

best la.

last but not least,sok ari jumaat

there is no class 4 friday.

then nk wt per jerk kn.

ish!basuh baju la yunk.

carik syiling cpt!

haha

basuh mesin la tuh ;)

then ptg nk wt per ek?

mkn kt manjung nk syg?

buhsan la sri iskandar nih.

x der bende.

ehehe

tp jp2 skeen..

purse ko tu tebal sgt ker?

eh,tebal la.

bnyk resit n kad tau.

so x mao ngade2 k!

syukur la ader 5 cafe dlm utim nih.

mknn pown ok gk.

kn?kn?

the most important thing is jimat2..

uruskn ptptn si hafiz tu ko mls.

lg nk g enjoy.

oh man!!

'money'

ok la.

chow dlu.

mater dh kedip2 nih.

tata syg2 kuh.

Org blajo dlm class,keje ko tangkap gambo jerk la eh.

I'm Leaving

hye guys and girls here. its 0115 in the mornig. i still wake up and sitting on my favourite wooden chair typing some words to create this post ....

first of all, i just wanna say that u r guys are the best friend ever. i really enjoyed all those time with u guys. u guys are extremely great. i'll always remember ur faces and voices friends..

here, i just wanna make a connfession. i think i should leave albam-bam.. soory to say. at the moment fatimah said that words, i was speechless, hopeless and breathless. i loss my life, my love and my friends. its easy for u guys to ask me to stay with u. but i just cant make it. its hard to call her KAU back, its hard to act like normal in front of her while im struggling inside with my feeling, its hard to lie myself when i already know the truth... there is no point for me to cry in my bed, to keep on telling people that im happy with her, and to pretend that she is my gf. sorry guys. i just cant hang out with u guys anymore..i have no choice.

to atiqah, wish u good luck. u r my source of inspiration. u teach me how to appriciate things and u r great. thanx for teaching me everything. thanx 4 being my tutor when we were inschool. i'll pray for your success and im sure u'll shout this soon,"UK, here I come" come on teq, u can do it!! thanx 4 being my great friend, my best buddy and my fantastic clown who make me laugh, laugh and laugh!!!!

to dekna, thanx 4 being a good supporter of mine, gud luck in ur study and ur future undertakings. make sure that u strive for excellent result. whenevr u want to fly to India, text me. i wanna be there before ur departure. thanx 4 being my clumsy friend. be strong. don be sad because of ur ejat. maybe u'll find ur prince charming after this. God knows what best for you lah. chill!!!

to izyan, i just wanna say that i really love u yan. u r my 1 of my gud listeners. u r willing to lend me ur ears to hear my problems frm the simplest thing till the most comlicated stuff. thanx 4 being a gud friend of mine. the memories will remain here in my heart forever and ever. gud luck in ur study. chemical engineering is not an easy course to score but it is not impossible. gud luck yeah!!!!wish u live happily with aqmarul. send my regards to him...cool!!!

to skeen, u r kinda a gud friend of mine. ur charcter make me laugh till i cry. hak3.. u r great. u r like a reporter or maybe a talking machine that make my day. gud luck for ur future undertakings. take care of urself. never give up in ur study and ur relationshp. make sure that ur CINTA and CITA will always walk together no matter what. wish u live ur life happily ever after with ur man yeah..wee!!!

to eiza, i just wanna say this, KAU GILAK!!! hahaha u r cool eiza. we share the same attitude which it is GILER2. ur make me laugh with ur jokes and stuff. u kinda a gud caunselor. sometimes i respect the way you think to overcome the difficulties. gud luck in ur sudy. make sure that ur name 'll be always inserted in the dean list. i noe u can do it!! just believe in urself!!!

to emin, hye i love u lah. please interprate it nicely. there is no meaning that im gay ya. hak3. hye we still can hang out together lah emin. u dun have to worry because we still have the bond with other people kan. so maybe i can see u again. but whatever it is, i still want to wish u gud luck. finish ur dip with flying colour result yak. u can do it emin!!!

to adah n admkay , seems like we dindt spend much time together. we just met once in a blue moon. hak3 so i just wanna say gud luck and wish u happy together forever and ever yeah..

to tinah, i noe that we are not close enuf to meke the bond between us unbreakable. but u r still my friend kan, so just stay calm, live ur life, gud luck and i'll pray for ur success.

to fatimah, thanx for all those memories. thanx for being my friend, my soul and my world. gud luck for ur future undertakings, and make sure u find the right guy that can make u smile a mile and of course he must be much much better than me...

akhir kata, gud lcuk kepada korang sumer. aq doakan yg terbek untuk korang. harap korng berjaya dgn bidang masing2. saper2 yg nak fly tue, text aq dulu sblom fly. so that aq boleh tlg anta korng sekali ke airport. yg x fly jgn risau. kejayaan sentise ader klu kiter berusah gigih lagi. korng jugak boleh tukar name group nie sbb albam2 nie pon aq yg letak. so maybe it should be chnged to other title since the founder is leaving the group.

sebenrnyer, korng masih tetap segar di hati cumer aq mmg xdpt nak lepak ngan korng lagi jerk. aq xsnggup nak sakitkan hati aq lagi. dlm nie, xder saper yg phm. so aq harap korng pham lah yerk. tapi kat luar jgn segan2 tegur. aq tteatp akan ingat korng, no tpon, gmbr n sumer kengan aq xkan padam. ikatan persahabtan nie xkan aq leraikan, tetapi akan aq lenyapkan jerk dri pandagn mate kerna sebab2 yg korng sendiri tahu..

halalkan makan minum aq yerk, halalkan ilmu yg telah korng bgi. aq dokan korng sumer berjaya and klu der rezki, kiter akan seperti dulu lagi....

terima kasih semua!!!!

we apologize

we dont want to hurt anybody's heart.

sap-ku,sy x berniat nk sakit kn hati saper2.
i juz wrote what was in my mind.
it can be everything yg t'lintas di kepala ku pada waktu itu n
what is my feeling in that time..

everybody can write anything in this blog kan.
saper2 bam2 pown kn.

juz aku yg active n excited tulis blog nih kn.
yg laen may be bz.
bkn maybe!tp mmg bz pown
so diorg x der mase la.
i dont mind.aku phm.

so sbg x nk nmpk sgt blog nih mcm mati,
aku tulis la pape kt blog nih kn.
slh ker sap syg??

so after this,saper2 yg x nk this thing happen again.
tlg active kn diri anda.
jgn jd kn blog nie mcm skeen n tem nyer jerk k.

*blog nih tmpt kiter nk rapat kn p'sahabatan.not for us to have any bad feeling tau.
dont juz bcoz of this blog,kiter cm nih.
x mao sgt2.please..please..

to be perfectly honest, this fucking blog is not really our group's blog. better change it to skin and timah's blog. because only 2 of them are so active posting something to read..other members??this is just wasting my time. my last post. chill!!!!
facebooking itu bagus! weeeee lagipon kat fb xder lah pasal ex aq bnyk. klu kat ni mcm serabut cter dier jerk. so mlas argh. sorry kwn2!!chiil, live ur live!!

skeen & ma

my dearest syg emah..

suddenly i feel like want u to be wif me everywhere.

kt seremban,perak,shah alam,kl..

it can be anywhere la syg.

i need a friend like u

sure!superb friend

a friend that can be

my girlfriend

my boyfriend

my husband

my guide

my mentor

my teacher

my secret

my pillow

anything la yunk..

i got alot of thing in my mind

n i really need u to share with

syg..can u stay wif me??

ma.i mish this moment ;(

double s

bapak buat kiut dowh SUMPAH GELI

skeen n seremban.
hee~

im at home rite now.
baru jer seminggu dok prak dh balik seremban
skeen,please..
jgn jd kn perak - seremban tu mcm seremban - nilai
please again




neway balik nie pown atas permintaan aunty laila
dier ckp 'u need 2 go back every week to be aidil's tution teacher'
huh!
naek la lemak aku.
balik every week.
tu pown kalo x der assgmnt or else la kn.
=]



mcm happy jerk dgr ibu ckp cm tu
but in the same time 'ala,org nk happy kt perak pown x bleh'
hek2

memandangkn kina's heart is there
so perasaan slalu nanges coz rindu umah tu kurng la sket kn.
hahaah



so as a conclusion..
for this new sem..
im a triple s
sakinah-seremaba-sri iskandar



!but..wait2
shah alam kowt +
having fun syg


X0Xo..

laporan dari utm (uni tangge m'sia) skudai....

hi guys...
aku hepi sbb dpt spend time tls update korg...
actly..
aku x sehat..
aku dmm n batuk..
ntah cam ne ley kne pon aku x tau..
aku nk cite time orientation week...
ktorg orentasi 2 ari je...
den ari2 yg berikutnye suke ati nk join ke x...
tau x..
ktorg kene explore utm yg besa ni sndiri ikut map...
fasi x tnjk pon..
cam siut kan..
aku nye fakulti atas bkt....
siyes jauh gle ar dri klj..
klau bgn awl smpt ar tggu bas..
klau lmbt naek kaki la jawb nye...
td akuset mase dlm 20 min ar jln...
2 je la yg aku nk ckp wat mse ni...
lg1 jumat ni aku blk...
hehe..
x saba nk pjk tnh air ku..
lalalalala....

vids.enjoy :D

skeen & emah

ma,take care tau syg.
snorkling tu elok2.
jgn skodeng benda laen plak.heee~

nnt update blog tau.
upload gmbr bnyk2 k

daa~
regard from pibu ;)

skeen & uitm nyer

today,im going back to uitm perak
my feeling..

sad-60%
happy-20%
excited-10%
mixed-10%


im gonna mish everything here.
seremban tnh air-ku!


pray 4 my happines there yea
but dun wory
next sem,i dont have any class on friday.yay!!
lest having fun from thusday night.haha
jom balik syg!!

here are all my stuff.sgt2 melambak!

"angah,ayah hntr angah naek lori eh"ayah ckp..

The Thirsty Thursday

Hye guys and girls,

I woke up early in the morning today. I just wanna make sure that I can snatch a piece of enjoyable momments or maybe grab some smile and laughter before they get busy with their study and work with my family while some of them ironing their uniform, when my parents having their breakfast and while Shahir enjoy playing that fucking stupid PS at 0630. hak3.

Approximately 0700; with a glass of hot milo, I went outside to inhale some unpolluted oxygen of the day, to let the green of the earth dance after my eye balls, to let the coldness of the morning air fondle and touch my skin and I just love the lullaby sang by the birds. It was raining. The low temperature forced me to stay inside my comforter on the cushy sofa. A bit confused plus lonely. But....I've to jump into the real world. I just wanna vanquish all those probs, delete it from my internal hard brain, let it diminish litle by litle, destroy it from the entire mind, vanish it from my memory box..hak3 its all because of the valediction..its owhkay!! forget bout it.

I let my imagination control my mind and let all those sweet and bad memories stir in my head. Thinking of some valuable and precious treasures that I've own all this while. My beloved family will be always in my heart no matter what. There is no one in this entire world can stand proudly above my family in my heart. Never!! Although she is my wive ( too early to use that title) hak3.

My Family

Then I smile to have some great friends here and there. Albam-bam is a gift from God. It is the best present that I dont want to lost. Some of us said that we are meant to be together for a long period of time, some of them said that the bond that we formed is the star of eternity and some said that we are like siblings. hahaa Thats are all people's opinion. When it comes to opinion, there is no right and wrong. It just an opinion!!lalalala Albam-bam is great. But sometimes, the small and simple things may invite a great fighting. Not a physical fighting but more to the emotional one. hak3. But its just a stupid misunderstanding. As a wise man, we are capable to think and to differentiate which one is positive and which is negative. We know that our friends will never change or transform to an impious daemon because they are the angel of ours kan????

My Albam-bam

Zuppppp Albam-bam memories fly away from my memory box. In a nick of time, I think bout Nottingham stuff. Bout friends, study, exam, result, environment, UK, accomandation and so many things. From the simple stuff to the most complex problem. I miss my friends there. They are extremely great, supportive and never let me, myself drown in the lake of tribulation. When the hard timeS arise, they bring me to inhale the air of tranquility. They are like Albam-bams. Pretty much like albam-bam. Love to have so many friends. Friends are like balloons and shoulders!!weeee.

My Notts and My Geeks

Then, I just think bout my result. Btw, my result came out already. It was owhkay. Quite satisfactory. Can see quite a number of A's thank God. Alhamdulillah. Suddenly a tiny droplet smash the dry cheek of mine. I am so grateful to see that result. My expectation was not really high and . Now, I can continue with sponsorship. Hoooray!! I expect something worse because there were so many unpredictable incidents and problems ocured some days before the grand finale. At last, I can prove to myself and my friends and and my family too that, some big problem will never be an obstacle for me to achieve what I aimed for. Whatever maybe, let it be.....

My University (B.Eng Chemical & Environmental Engineering)

Then I watch a movie entitled, "Lean On Me". Interesting, brilliant, implausible and it's a good story. It's about someone who can can bring a great changes in somebody else, someone who can be an important person in somebody's life, someone who can make other people to think and to sacrifice. To make a great sacrification, we have to let go some important stuff. hak3. I just love that story. It touched my heart, it knocked the door of my soul. ha3. Now I realise what this quotation means,"To the world, you maybe a person; but to a person, you maybe the world" I found the the meanings behind this dozen of words. lalalalalala

Finished my Milo, finished my movie and now is the time to grab a favourite small wooden chair and sit on it. Lets the radio do its job. Lets the music conquer my mind and my world. fuhh thank God, the music and songs today are soo fine. "Taking Back My Love" by Enrique was on air. hehehe "Because of You" by Ne-yo and "You Are Not Alone" by M.Jackson too. Hak3 overall, I just wanna give the thumbs up to the Hits.tv for making my day. hu2....

And now, lets play with the keyboard! hak3 its time to on-line. I love to on-line he3. Actually I just wanna check out my outlook, my email, my facebook, friendster and the latest is the Albam-bam blog. weeee. I let my fingertips dance on the squre black pressable thing, to form some words to make some sentences and to create some paragraphs that looks like an essay. I write antyhing that come in my mind. I love to wrte, to read and to listen. hak3. Then, checked the notification on the facebook, figure out something new on the homepage of the facebook, say Hi to some friends and reply all the comments that decorated my wall since the last 12 hours. Update my photo comments and notes, play some on-line game and sudeenly...

Buzz!! Incoming message from my ym.....

"owwwwwwhhhhh. Dier nie rupenye.."

I just say Hi back, typed a cople line of sentence than....I have no idea!!

I just lay on the sofa, thinking bout today. Bout my day. Actually I don't know what should I write. The world leaves me no clue for the title of this entry. Maybe the "Thirsty Thursday Morning" suits it well. Because of too much think, I felt tirsty and thats why I got my Milo with me..hahahahaha wtf!! But its owhkay what..he3

owhaky friends, sorry for typing too much. Thats my favourite... lalalalalalala

skeen & her speech

for..
this howt dude,thank you so much sbb
*blanje kina mkn kt mamak
*bawak kina round2 naek kete mewah(haha)
*teman kina shopping
*tlg bwkn brg kina
*blanje kina mkn ice-cream top choc
*hntr kina balik

for..
this nice gurl,im really sorry sbb
*bring that ppl 2 c u
*x tego ko
*come back 4 2nd time & spoil ur mood
*ingt kn ko ok jerk,tp TIDAK!
*im so sorry again..

=vice versa=
sbb tkt sgt ader org teraser.
kpd sape yg phm sgt2 b'terima kasih yea =]

owh man!its complicated babe ;P

skeen di subuh hari

today,1 july 2009..
i woke up at 5.30am,really2 early in the morning.huhu
kalah bgn pg time g skolah dlu kn.

then rajin plak aku tulis blog nih.
adakah ini azam baru aku utk bln july?
or azam baru utk sem baru?
haha..

....later....

y i put this picca yea?haha..

ma,wake up!!

lets start our day wif breakfast..