skeen & farah

smlm tdo 4jam jer.dr kul 6pg smpi 10pg.then bgn siap kn asgmnt pastu x bleh tdo dh.x tau la nper.ish!dok sorg lg x bleh tdo.

kul 4 siap2 g gopeng pick up farah.g dgn haru n iskandar.saje ajak diorg teman.ngantok la drive sorg2.n buke luar skali.wee~

otw balik,farah citer bout her dad.farah nanges.cian giler kt abah farah.raser next week mcm nk tgk abah farah,tp ibu sruh balik seremban plak.pening2..

farah..

i know ur feeling rite now,be strong syg.

sorie sometimes i cant control myself to be in ur mood.

but i try my best to be part of u.

sush n senang samer2 keyh.

then balik dr ipoh tu kul 9lbh.ha!3org pak guard skali tunggu kitorg kt gate tu.tulis namer yea.haha.dey,smlm aku masuk kul 11dgn am x der pape plak.ari nie masuk kul 9 dgn farah kner tulis namer plak.f*** off.biar la.3 sem x der wt jht,mcm nerd sgt plak kn.hahahaha

erm,then tros balik bilik.kul 11mlm tu kuar balik.g padang uitm.countdown merdeka konon.x best langsung!ni la uitm,event nk gempak jer.tp x der pape.

kul 12lbh kitorg balik dr padang singgah cafe.sahur jp.then tros balik bilik.tdo mlm ni farah teman. =)

seyes,aku makin temban.asl ni weyh?perlukah aku menuju ke slimworld?huhu

skeen & bored

this wiil happen when im freaking damn bored in my room.i gt assgmnts to settle down,but x der mood la beb.nnt ader mood aku settle kn la.jp jer tu.ngee

my comfy bed + my shoes. =P

everyday im wearing baju kurung yea.x bleh pakai jeans dh.lects bebel nnt.

juz a small table kalo nk dibanding kn dgn meja kiri n knn tu.sbb sy dpt almari besar n dok katil bawah.x cukup budget kowt uitm sri iskandar nih!

my lappie wif internet connection.nie jer yg wt kn aku x la sunyi sgt dok bilik sorg2.roomate aku sumer balik la!cuti lamer kn!x pnh aku raser idop sorg cm ni.huh!serik dh!

aper hal plak nie?i have no idea.XOXO

0600 rite now.

i juz finish my assgmnt.huh.at last siap gk.the whole nite im sruggling to finish it.wt sorg2 jerk tau.hah.tinggal nk btol kn sket2 jer then print!sok bleh tdo puas2 then ptg g ipoh pick up farah kt bus stand gopeng.buke kt ipoh la sok syg eh?g jusco skali tau.nk bli sandle vinnci yg kiter usha ari tu.hehe.

p/s:to my dear notty syg,hav a day nice wif ur family.shopping utk i skali keyh.compulsary!!hheee

skeen,am n pak guard

location: main gate uitm

time: 11.00pm

date: 28/08/09

pak guard : awk saper?

skeen: student uitm

pak guard: awk saper?

am: student utp

pak guard: ha,masuk.

pheewww...yes,aku dpt masuk without write my name in that shit book.so thats mean rekod aku bersih lg keyh,x pnh pn tulis namer dlm buku kt pondok pak guard tu.syukur,alhamdulillah!!

7am: bagun

9.o0am: gerak g ipoh

2.30pm: gerak balik sri iskandar

3.30pm: gerak g penang

11pm: smpi uitm

g penang semate-mate nk buke jerk.how kind is my boyfie.hak2.sbnr nyer mmg samer2 tgh in mood to go out.jln jauh2.huhu.nk overnight x bleh sbb am ader program kul 8pg sok.ngggeee.

tp tu pn sy dh enjoy sgt2.walaupn u bz sgt2,but u still can spend time with me.thankx alot my not!

i know im no good

but i try to be the best

i know i cnt be the half

but i try to fix it

i know silence breaks the heart

but i try to accept it

i know im insane

but i try to avoid it

*uiks.broadband laju plak skrg nie.mmg dh xder org ker kt uitm ni?wwuuuuaaaa!

skeen & skipping

today is august 27.then?

sy x g class bell pg ni.haha.kul 8-11pg.mls la.+ pg td bgn kul 8.so mmg x sempat la kn.haha.kina,kalo dh set dr mlm td x mao g class so how come u want to aspect u can wake up early in the morning kn.hoho!padahan kul 6.30 dh bgn solat subuh dh.then tdo balik.hah!4 sure la ko x kn g class.heee~

then bgn kul 8 tu raser mcm serba slh plak la kn.yelah,1st time nk ponteng tnpa sbb yg kukuh.sblm ni ponteng pn tp tetap sign gk kedatangan.haha.erm,otak ni pk nk wt alasan per la kalo mdm shantie tnyer nnt.tp mcm x baik jerk tipu time bln2 pose ni kn.

chill beb.ko mmg dh janji dgn farah x nk g class kn.so set la!pape hal tanggung samer.cun2!!

erm,pg2 am dh msg suruh g class kalo bgn awal.tp dier msg pn kul 8lbh.so dh t'lmbt la keyh dear.hek2.then kemas2 bilik.kul 11 kner g class.n class last ari nie kul 7pm keyh!ptg adeer presentation plak.rilex la beb.presentation koko jer pown.huhu.

p/s:harap2 la am syg jd jemput ptg ni.nk buke luar la.bosan dh mkn kt dlm nie.lg pown sok x bleh kuar dh.pape ntah uitm ni.bg cuti merdeka.tp x bleh balik.LOL!!

run away from mamarazi.stop..stop..asking me howt questions yea..

eza...jht..

reporting from the lab again...

hmmm...
my social life update..
hmm....
i feel....wat do u call it?
misrable?
no...
worse...
mean...
i feel bad...
i mean...
ive hurt some1...

but i don noe on how hurt he is...or is he rily huurrrttt..or if he's not effectte by it at all...or...i didnt do much anywayy...
hmm
okayyyyy...
okayy...
i still did wrong...
i;ve hurt him..

rite...
this is THE story...

theres this guy...
tall dark handsome...
no wait...
scratch that last part...
hes not that even good looking to be with anyway...
oke...eza.stop being mean...

rite...
we wre at this progaram modul...
i was in 1 group...he was in another with my friend..
he took my frens number...
n mine too...
but he just took it 4 sopan purposes...
he didnt even look at me prperly...
i didnt care mush...
i liked his frend better...
k...
the guy who took numbers was faizal..
he texted my frnd anis stright away...
he didnt text me...
oh yeah...he text some1 else too..
nana...
another frend of mine..
didnt care much of that either..

anis was sooo into him that time...
gave him 4 stars 4 beeing cute i think..
hehee
we sang his name n evrything...
just to hve some fun..
(childish...i noe..)

well...
1 day..
after his first meeting with anis...
he texted me...
he didnt say much..
coz we were both bz..
then he was silent wif me again...
didnt care here yet..
but he sure made me curious..
like...y did he text me when he like anis?

later..
he went missing..
well... not missing...
but he tried to get away from anis...
that was wierd...
i thought he was afraid of anis..

few days later...
he text me again...
we texted a bit but GOD! how boring could he be??

anyhow...
he asked me abit of anis..
he told me he didnt want to b more than frens with her...
all he could be is just frens..
i told him a few things n told him not to worry coz anis was doing fine without him...
but he was soo guilty that i advised him to just stay away from anis forever or just go to her n say ur sorry..
welll.not much later he told me he didnt want to talkk about this matter anymore coz it gve him headaches..
i said okay..ididnt matter to me much anyway...
we texted abit...
but then...he slept...
the next morning...
he apologised...
i wass like...so?
but i didnt reply his msg though..i didnt care much about him..
he texted me again in the afternoon again...
i didnt rply either...
i rplyed him only after it was 8pm..
told him i was buzy n sory 4 not rplying...
he told me isokay..."saye nk pergi traing handball"
i again was like...saye?waaaaattt???

he texted me in the middle of the nite,,,AGAIN..
i didnt rply...i was asleep..
the next nite he text me...
i texted back...heyyy it was a free evening..
we text,..i got to noe that we got the same birthdates,,
that was happy news to me...coz i never b4 met some1 who hve the same birthdate as me...
we got our names similiar too...
faizal n faizah...
hahahaha
just coincidence okayyy..not planned!

we textd more...
and....
the result is,,,
in 3 days...he told me he missd me...
AGAIN.. i was like waaaatttt........???

hten...
he told me he loved me...
i was like...huh???????????
evrything was bullshit...
stupid things he told me...that no 1 in their rite mind would believe..
hmmm...
my feelgs 4 him?
texting him was nice...
but im not into a relationship with him...idon want to...not after he went to my bestfrend first..
huh

i told anis about faizal eventually..
i wantd to c her reaction..
SHE WAS FREAKING MAD!!!
welll...not at me anyway...
hehe
bestfrend saved

my roomates were angry at him 4 playing us both...
i told him ididnt want to have anything 2 do with him anymore...then i was silent with him...i just didnt care anymore...
he called 4 like 10 times...
my roomates couldnt stand it nymore that they picked up my phone n told him somethings 2 scare him away...

that didnt detr him though...
he kept calling...
this time anis picked up..he said he love me..
then she practically SHOUTED at him insane words..
well..who wont?
imean..how stupid could a person b to tackle the best frend of the person who he tackled just not long b4?
that is just completely stupid...and insane...and make peolpe hate u..
huhuuuu
(0_0)
well...
he stilll didnt care though...
he kept calling...
this time i answered...
i told him a few things more...my girls were shouting at him in the background...he just laughs them off...i told him...we dont share anything special between us n i don ever wnt to...sudenly he was silent...
he said he didnt understand wat i was trying to say..
i said i dont want to be with him..
he kept silent...
so i said i love my frend more..
i told himthat he told me the same things that he told anis.. n that he would some day do the same thing to me as he did to anis...
ididnt want that...
then i didnt noe wat to say anymore...that i just told him "sorry" in a mean kind of way...
but he kept silnt...
i just put down the phone...
my frens were cheering 4 his downfall...but i felt bad inside...
ifelt mean...he didnt do anything to me...
he did only to anis...
it was just all wrong timing...
he never called back...
i felt worse...

i never love him or anything...
i just liked his company...thats all...especially when i was sick the day b4...
am i mean...?
yep...
i meannnn....
im baaaaadddd
i don want any more guys in my life..4 now...hehe

skeen & nafsu

smlm g terminal 1 dgn my little bro ib.
btol kn hp.suppose to go to sg.wang plaza sbb hp tu ader warranty lg
tp sbb kn mls n jln pose ni.g terminal jerk la kn.
so skrg hp aku dh ok.weee~
download bnyk2 lagu tu.hek2

*hp murah jerk keyh.tp sbb kn hp nie ok dh.mcm x der can nk dpt hp baru jerk.LOL!

then g jln2 jp sementare tnggu apek tu repair hp.
aku raser mcm jln kt mid valley plak
sumer menarik weyh!haha
nmpk sgt nafsu aku serakah.hahah
tmpt lepak endon pown menarik kowt.
dasyat2 ko skeen.


then singgah bli beg.x tau la asl aku ske sgt2 beg tu.
may be pnh nmpk kt ioi mall puchong tp time tu x der duit so x bli la kn.
smlm nmpk lg be tu,so mmg bli la kn.but the problem is..
ari nie aku raser mcm nk bli 1 lg jerk.haha
tp pk2 balik aku nk wt per bnyk2 kn.nafsu2!!

*beg besar kalo korg x nk gne lipat2 masok dlm beg kecik tu.wink2 -,-

sob2!!i need to go back to perak this nite.bus kul 9.30mlm kt pudu.
tp dr seremban gerak dlm kul 7 la kowt.so korg faham kn.
aku b'buke kt dlm bas jerk keyh."idop diperantauan mmg mcm ni la wie" ;(
*tq ibu sbb masak kn bekal utk angah.

*3 tiket bas nie bkn mkne aku duduk 3 seats keyh.aku balik dgn farah n iskandar shah.

(bkn bf sy,tp mungkin bakal bf farah)haha.jgn mrh farah.

skeen & fasting

ari nie kn..

1. x bgn sahur.1 family ckp x yah kejutkn angah.dier mmg x sahur.wwuuuaaa!aku manusia biaser weyh.perlukn sahur!!
2. hp rosak.kner g hntr kedai.sebaik ayah bg green light bg hp baru.weeee.harap2 balik perak ader hp canggih la.nk dgr lagu pown okeyh la.
3. boyfie demam.pity him. = ( tp u kner pose gk tau.no excuse!!hehe.
4. fb x bleh nk login.under maintenance.aper nie weyh?abes tu aku nk wt per nih?

korunk2..inikah name nyer dugaan b'puase.ALLAH tu x akn uji hamba-Nyer kalo hamba-Nyer x mampu.daaa~

skeen & ramadhan

today is 21august09

so esok 22 la kn.so x reti lg?hee

puase keyh!

ari nie last day mkn siang2.sok x bleh dh!

so mkn puas2 lol.

kwn syg..

semoga ramdhan thn nie lbh b'makna.

this is the reminder for me..

selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak -,-

skeen & home

reporting from home sweet home

im really happy to be here

feels like flying far away from disaster

hek2.asl la aku x der life kt perak tu ekh.

juz arrived from ipoh

patut nyer ptg td dh smpi

ni x.kul 12 baru smpi

bcoz of class last kul 12.30tghari td.sbb class ptg cancel.

then tunggu koko kul 5 sbb nk kner present

dh semangat g class,lecture lak x der

adoi!!kalo tau,kul 1 td dh balik tau

en farid,tlg jgn wt cmni lg ye

kami sgt2 tersiksa.bg tau la awl2.

kul 6lbh tunggu kt pondok luar tunggu BGU 992 amek.hee~

then ader damn guy tu plak.F***k off dowh!!

then bleh ckp plak aku tunggu bas.

ko pehal.blah la woi!!

dah2 kina.x yah mrh2 kt snie.

pedulik dier.

erm,next week cuti pnjg sket.4days tu.

ingt nk balik.

tp scholar org tu masok plak.

enjoy2 best gk kn.

+ assgmnt pown ader kn.heee~

skeen & happy

since last nite.im a bit happy bcoz of tgk org merana.
hahah.gasak ko.
2 minggu jer keyh.
skrg nie msg2 aku dok kecoh nk tau pasal bf ko plak.
ko pehal bitch!!
hahah.
pity u girl.ko x salah pown.bcoz of that damn guy,ko kner dgn aku.
heeee..

hey ppl out there,im nt get love into him anymore.
juz nk tgk dier x bahagia jerk k.
puas ati aku.daa..
her picca will update soon...

semban aku rndu padamu!!!

korg..
aku juz nk ckp mggu nie aku blk..
jumat pg..
so tgh ari da ade kat umah....
sesape free bg la tau eh..
rndu bngt sama kamoo...

me..eza..

halo2...
reporting from the lab again
mls nk g cc...
ke byr..
hehehe

operation seperation successfully done..
hmm...sap...or sspe ah...
don think that i am that kjam for ssnang hati cite bout my life kt cni...
but i had my reasons..
huhuuu
anywayy...
i don noe wat come over me this past week...
but i keep falling down!!
haha i noe..
kids stuff n im not supposed to do that anymore...
haha
xtaw ah npe my legs keep turning jelly..

hmm...last saturday i fell kt tangga at food court...
haha
buntut tinngi di langit tp muka sujud kat tangga..
fortunately..
eza bru je a few steps high...
xde orng nmpk..
fewwwww!!!

hmmm..yesterday plak...
eza nk bgon suboh...
berdiri je from katil, i tros tjatoh atas bakul mndi...terduduk atas kotak air lutut terlanggar katil n teduduk tros ats kaki sndiri..
hmmm...
sakit glerrrrrrrrrr!!!!
xtaw wat happend to my legs...
mcm all receptors in mu legs disappeared!!
bengkak ah lutut eza ni...
pathetic?
isnt it?

the notebook

aku bru abis tgk satu cite ni.
just wanna share with you guys.
tajuk nye

the notebook

mmg best...aku jarang2 ngs tgk cite but somehow cite ni telah brjaye bwat aku terharu..
;(

skeen & bosan

asal la aku x der life kt snie.
mmg bosan glex.

smlm g ipoh.
pg2 g clinic as usual.
pastu kner halau dgn doc suruh balik mkn ubat
n dtg balik amek darah.
then g uptown mkn2 n is ckp ader keter.
so aper lg,tros la g ipoh.haha

sabar drive.scary glex kowt sbb dier baru dpt lesen.
g mkn2 kt kfc tesco is blanjer.tq iskandar shah.
then g round2 jusco
n tgk g i jeo.best gk!
tp x tau asl aku asyik menguap jerk.
sengal la ko skeen.

balik dh kul 9lbh.
sebaik x kner tahan dgn pak guard.
balik2 tros tdo then kul 3pg t'jage.
msg2 am then kul 5 tdo balik.

kul 9 bgn balik rebut2 mesin basuh then at last
kul 11.30 aku dpt gk basuh baju.
then iros baju utk sebulan.huhu
tgk2 note estate agency pastu tros tdo
kul 5bgn sbb nk angkat baju,dh nk ujan.
then g mkn dgn farah.
kul 7 balik bilik then x tau nk wt per.

sok ader test estate agency.
hope ok la.
masuk test 4topics.
1 topic pown aku x baes lg.haha

otak aku pk nk balik jerk
bak kater am,like hell.
hek2.

picca will update later.
is,cpt bg gmbr!

skeen & friday

im still nt feeling very well.

kwn2 ckp,my face looks really pucat lesi.

my be bcoz of asyik batuk jerk.tu yg lemah sket kowt.

fyi,dh 8 hari dh sy demam.

n every morning,i need to go to clinic.blood test!!

disaster weiyh!lebam2 dh tgn aku nih.aish!!

cpt la baik.x larat dh nk amek darah n letih cm nih.

nextweek i gt a test.real estate agency test.4 topics tu.

wish me luck yea.

assigment ok la.x bnyk sgt tp still ader.

n x pnh2 nk settle.

smlm g koko,dpt assgmnt.

mcm sengal kn.koko pown ader assgmnt.

wt presentation wawasan 2020.

haha.aku copy paste dr internet jerk k.

sshhhyyyyy...

p/s:saper la yg request rm1 dr aku td ekh.

tp aku ni tiber2 berhati baik plak reply 'yes'.haha

rezki ko keyh!

eza not waaahhh

hmmm...sick!!!
tired!!!
fed up!!!
wawawaa
membe2ku!!!
since i've been ssooooo buzy...
with tests coming up n all
sooo...i;ve decided to quit!!
i mean quit tarian kemerdekaan tu laaa...
dushhh!!!
waaahahahaa
sdeh ah nk benti tarian...best tuuuu
but nk wat cmne ann...
test lbey penting...mse hdpan kuuu!!!
waaaa...

hurmmm...
somthng came up in my life...mybe came down kot?
lost?
mebi xlost?
mgkin lbey pada buang somthing dlm hidop eza...
hmmm..
msti wandering wat the hell im talking about an..
to albam2z!!!

mrs ganu is no mrs ganu no more!!!!!
hmmm...no no...will be over...nt..
i've had enough...
sorry btaw korang kt cini...
too much in my life...
need to delete some of them..n 1 of them is him..

hmmmm....
oh ye...
yesterday i felll kt tepi jalan mse nga bork2 glak2 nyanyi2 with my frenz
hahaaha
my org chem book tercampak ke kiri...
my payung..... adooooyaiiii
has died!!!!!!
wawaa!!!!!
sdeh siooottt payung pth...
nk pki payung ape lps ni...
maruah tercalar?
nope!
hehehe
totally cool bout it...
hahah
agk poyo d citu..... ;P

skeen & denggi

skeen is coming again

td dh g gh then doc ckp

'mengikut ujian darah,awak ni denggi la'

ha??so kwn2 sy..

tlg doakn sy cepat sembuh ye.

then doc bg 2 hari mc.

tp sy agak degil sbb nk balik gk ari nie.

rindu perak la.

perak??aikh,lain jerk..hahaha

eza waaaahhh!!

elo elooo
reporting from englishh class
12.35 pm..
fac sains gunaan
reporting!


waaahhh
im ssoooo buzyyy this week (^.^)
korang2...
i msok tb nt aw =D
hahah
tb 1 je
haha
xde...
eza will be joining the tarian merdeka performance!!!

haha
klaka an...
nth plek tol
sejak msok uitm nih..secara xlgsg eza jd tersgt lah patriotik!!!
smgt kemerdekaannn!!

weweweeee...

tp an...
kadang tu terasa berdosa lak pergi nari2 kt kl t mse buln pose yang akn datng niii
hehe
tol ah an...
patot nye pg la wat bede manfaat cikit kt masjid tuuu
hehe
solat jemaah ke...
tarawikh kee...
ooo yeee...
mse trawikh annnn...
eza sllu kanoti tetido hahaha

iskhhh...
embarassing...
bdk kecik pon leh wat solat trwkh full
alaaa...
tp prot kenyang...
ngntookkk
hehehe ;p

hmmm...
mggu ni....ade 2 test...
tiap2 mlm ade traning tarian...kul 10.30 till 12 yee!!!
then...
mggu dpn ade lg 2 tests...
food microbes...organic ghem...food engineerng...pe 1 ag ehhh....
o ye...quality control!!

alamak...
eza tlpe nk wat lab repot!!
hmm...mgkin ade 2 lg xstart2 lagii
dushh!!!!

skeen & monday

today is monday n i need to go to general hospital(hospital tuanku jaafar)
screening test 4 H1N1 after 4days gt fever..owh no!!disaster kowt..

hopefully the doctor n all the staffs will treat my politely..

then,i need to go back to perak..my lovely cage..hahaha

`plusliner 6.30pm at pudu..`

kakak farah,tlg jemput sy kt dpn gate uitm ye.

tkt la nk jln sorg2 x sehat sgt ni.

arrghh..ingt uitm,ingt assignment..

bnyk sgt2,tp x buat lg..
this week nk hntr..

kina,ko tiru org jerk la..

hek2..shut up!!

muker sengal dowh..

daaaa~

sken & fever

im still in seremban
nie sumer sbb demam yg sgt2 kuat lah!39.5
arrrgg!!fever,backk off please..

to be honest,kina mmg nk balik perak.
assgmnt bnyk sgt2 nk kner settle kn
tp bler pk balik,tkt kalo pape jd otw balik perak lg sush kn.
then the important thing is,kt perak x der ibu sy..heee~
kalo demam,kner panai2 sendri la..
kt seremban,ibu bleh tgk2 kn.tq ibu ;)

erm,sok kner g General Hospital lg..
lg??yup2!!
ari sabtu dh g dh.time tu suhu 39.2.
then doc tu bleh ckp "mkn panadol ok".
owh,shitt!!
bkn nk amek darah ke haper ker kn..
haish!!tambah2 plak suhu aku nie..
sebaik la kner refer GH jerk.
kalo x haram la aku nk g.
aduyai!!

the things that make me happy n feel better is..
look at this pls.. ;)
http://www.sayaanakabahdanmama.blogspot.com/

http://www.zahiriladzim.blogspot.com/

oit,sempat lg kina eh..hee~

choaw..daaa~

skeen & condition

sy demam rite now.sgt2 panas.nk gerak pown x larat.
tp selera bkn maen plak.td mkn bubur mcd,then hotdog a&w,last mkn roti coklet.
ish2..tp bagus gk,at least perut x kosong n x muntah2 kn.
neway,tq am teman kn kina. =]

jp2,luper bg tau yg sy kt umah skrg.hehe.
baru seminggu dok perak,dh balik dh.huhu
tq ibu,izinkn sy balik :)

erm,x der mood sgt la nk type.
daaa~

Panggilan Pavilion - The Proposal

hari ini hujan. pagi2 lagi da mendung giler. msm masih subuh wlaopon jam tue da tunjuk kol 0730. aq da bgn da. tapi rase mcm ngtuk lagi. lagi2 angin kuat kat luar smbil bukak tingkap mmg sebijik rase mcm air-cond lah. xperlah. aq bgn amek comforter, then tarik smpi ke dada. telinga sumbat headset. emm lag yg aq dgr arini 1st sekali adalah lagu feel by robbie williams. then followed byearth song MJ sbb tiber2 mcm i miss the nature. pastu dgr lah plak lagu matahari by agnes. lagu ke-4 wasyour love is a lie. then lagu setresnyer...zzzzzzzzz. aq da tetdo.

bagun2 tgk jam da 0900 lah plak. omg!!jang ngan abed semalm mesti der kat KL sentral jam 1100 klu x dier gigit2 aq. hak3 joke2. then bgn terus mandi. bwak hp masuk bathroom. bukak music kuat. heater nyer degree of hotness diincreasedkan smpi level 7. sejuk giler pagi tue. so pekene air panas mmg best. aq pon happy sebab blo ujan. so nanti boleh lah bawa scoot tue g ktm. dgn happy smbil telinga disumbat dgn headset, aq mengiron baju itam n suar puti. aq nak jadi taik cicak. hahaha (zabed yg ckp pakaian aq pling simple dlm sejarah n mcm taik cicak).

owhkay tgk2 pakai deodarent nivea yg baru, smbil spray kan victoria secret kat bdn n letak moistrzer sket kat kepale, ujan turun ngan lebatnyer!!shit..mcmn nak g KL. nmpknyer kene tunggu ujan redha lah nie. emm sementare menunggu, jom facebooking. yes!!!weeeeee. owhkay pagi2 da de 33 notification. bru semlm off da der blik. owhkay layan lah s,mpi jam 0958. ujan da benti n teros g semban ktm. sebelom tue, singgah starbucks jap. take away hot latte!!!

dgn baju hitam kosong, suar putih kosong, smbil telinga medgr music n secawan latte panas dr starbucks, aq berjalan mcm businessman selalu tue. hak3 xperlu beratur beli tiket. harini i pakai touch n go. tp sebab i jahat...i x touch, i go jerk..hak3 sumer org pndg aq lah kan. then ader polis tahan..

"adek ponteng sekolah ker?xsekolah. nak g ne ni??"

persoklannyer, aq nie der muker budak2 ker. bkn da matang ke..??da 19 da nie..dgn berlagaknyer, aq bukak wallt, tunjuk I/c, tunjuk international student card from nottingham n minum seteguk latte seblum mengucapkan kate2 ini...

"sorry i cant speak malay well. i hve to go. can let me free??"

"yes..yes..sorry i am wrong understand,"

emmm suker atilah pak cik polis oiiiii. wrong understand pon ok. manglish lah katekan..

then dlm komuter sejuk nak mati. sejuk giler. haba xder lgsung. aq menggigil smpi nek kete zabed. hak3 zabed pon 1 g bukak air cond lagi. kami punnaek kete land rover wane birutua n memecut nak amek baha kat sentral hotel then teros g pavi smpi pavi g betolkan gitar zabed dulu. then kami cter2 ttg gosip aq yg terbru skung nie. meletop2. baha yg dok saudi pon leh taw..hak3 peliknyer..hu3

kami pon lucnh lepas beli tiket cter the proposal. hari ini sumer org mkn western. zabed mkn seghetti, baha fish n chip n aq mkn honey chicken wif butter rice. sumer org pilih orange juice..hu3 mkn2, gossip plak lagi, citer pasal scandal terbaru ku. excted lah plak. hahahaha kaya2. lalalala bla..blaa.bla...bla..da kol 1440. jom, movie da start!!!

The proposal best giler nak mati. aq gelakk jerk. sampi bertepuk bertampar ngan kusi dpn. hak3 nsib bek selesa kat pavi. so aq comfortable n enjoy gakx ;ah. best2 ctertue mmg best. aq bg double thums up. lagi2 sandra bullock der kan. well aq mmg suker dier dr dulu. dr the lake house. weeehoo!!!aq nak cter pasal movie tapi nanti xbest plak sbb nanti korng nak tgk xder feel. pe2 pon bek korang gi tgoklah wei. cool giler. aq mcm beselah, akan nagis jugak di certain2 babak. hu3. aq masih SENSITIVE SAFWAN.

then kami balik. zabed anta sampi KL sentral. otw nak ke sne, kami gossip lagi. hangt betol bergossip kami nie. then candit2 pics ckit n mcm 2lah. lepak2 KL mmg best lagi2 kwn sekepala n xder prob nak pikir sbb kami cuti summer belom bis lagi. heaven giler lah..

akhirnyer aq blik nek komuter tnpe n tdo dlm tren dr kl sentral smpi semban. der nenek india tlg kejutkan. thanx granny!!!mmmuuuuahhh

skeen & happiness

punca pertama
sy jumper 1 howt guy
sgt2 hensem n baik hati
x sangke bleh tegur sy
thankx dude.
ingt kn u juz tego howt girl jerk
hahaha

punca kedua
sy sgt2 seronok sbb this week nk balik rumah
~home sweet home~
kalo uitm kt sblh umah aku kn best
ari2 balik u
sgt2 bahagia idop aku

punca ketiga
sy bahagia bila tgk org bahagia
sume org nk bahagia kn
x kn la nk derita syg ku kina oi.
aper la..

tp kina kn..
ko nie asl bahagia sgt?x tkt ker?
ko bkn bnyk assignment ker?
then td lect ckp nk wt test lg
aduhai..berderau la plak darah aku nih
(assgmnt building construction,agama,real estate agency,statistics,investment of valuation)

1 more thing.
kwn2 ku.i need ur help.
pray 4 me..
harap2 la aku x kecundang di jln yg sesat.
YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU.TUNJUKKN AKU JLN YG LURUS.JLN ORG2 YG KAU REDHAI.JLN ORG2 YG KAU BERI RAHMAT.

this is bcoz of im getting closer wif
1.clubbing girl
2.bar tander
3.part time model
aku kalo bleh mmg x mao.tp diorg tu ok je dgn aku.so org wt baik x kn nk wt jahat kn.
juz aku kner kuat kn iman supaya x t'ikut dgn cara diorg.
'kina,ko ader asa agama.then naper mesti nk sia2 kn.ingt ur ALLAH n parents

*farah,u pown dgr mcm2 diorg ajak i kn.kite sbgi kwn tlg la saling ingt-mengingati.huhu

bosan

hai guys....
aku x tau nk wat ape skang...
aku tgh tggu next klas..
sbjct yg aku x ske..
eng drawng..
aku da la fail bab2 nk imagine ni..
mlm td tdo lmbt pon sbb siap kan assgmnt sbjct nie..
hmm..
mggu nie bnyk test n quiz...

hepi....
aku happy sbb skang ni sume bam2 da ade....
hope pasni x nk la jd cam nie lg eh..
aku rndu bam2 yg dlu..
slalu hang sesme..
tp aku phm..
kte da jauh kan..
so mmg la ssh ckit..
tp x pe la
as long as kte still 2gether aku da hepi...
take care guys..
papai...

Pesona Malam Ekspresso

Dalam kesejukan angin malam yang menampar susuk tubuh ini, titisan embun juga mula menyentuh manja ubun kepalaku, tatkala sinaran bulan menjadi penerang kepada seluruh alam, tatkala mentari mula menyepi menyembunyikann bahangnye, saat itulah riuh bunyian unggas malam dan serangga memecah kesunyiaan yang mebeku dan mebelenggu kehitaman malam yang hanya dihiasi dengan kerdipan bintang yang samar. saat ini juga, udara yang kuhirup telah merebak jauh dalam peparuku memberi kekuatan dan kegagahan kepadaku untuk terus melangkah dalam menempuh onak dan duri yang tidak pernah sekalipun hilang dari hidupku. kadang-kadang nyalakan sang anjing sayup kedengaran menghentak gegendang telingaku. aku dengan selsesa duduk di atas sebuah kerusi kayu kecil, menikmatai keindahan pesona malam sambil dibuai alunan muzik indah dan dihangatkan dengan secawan ekspresso panas bagi membasahkan kekeringan yang bakal aku alami kelak. aku duduk, dan terus berfikir.....

owhkay stop. thats just the muqadimmah. aq memag suker menulis merapik2 gini. dulu2 mase aq cople pon, aq suker tulis email dgn muqadimmah gini. kasi feel skit. dulu lah. bkn sekarang.

tadi petang. aku boring giler. well not to say, bkn tadi petang jerk. hari2 pon aq boring kowt. mane x nyer. seharian dok umah xder wat pape. tgk movie, tgk tv, facebook, mesge, muzik. tue jelah kowt keje aq. so agak boringlah jugak. then tiba2 der message masuk. jeng2 cuber teka dr sape??hak3 ssh kowt kamu org mau teka sbb dier bkn albam2. kwan aq dr notts. then kami borak2 lah pasal uni. sbb kami sumer diterima tok ke UK. edinburgh, new castle, nottingham, birmingham, kings college, glasgow n carldif. so sumer pon excited. ader yg nak g byar sendiri, der yg nak pegi pakai loan n sponsor n der gak yg tolak tawarn ke UK. iaitu aq. hak3 cool pe kat msia. i think so.

then kami borak2 lah. lame jugaks. tiber2 dier cter plak pasal kawan dier. i mean kawan rapat dier lah. dier mcm aq jugak. cumer group diorng bkn name albam2. hu2 so aq pon excted dgr. giler lame diorng kwn. dr 2004. phemm da 5 thn n masih kuat. setiap kali jumper pasti best giler dier ckp. n diorng sumer sentise hv fun together. sumer org pasti akan der klu der activites. n kerap jugak lah diorng nie hang out. n prisip diorng pon best. wlopon der gf n bf, kwna yg da lame kenal ttp diutamakn. friends are properties. mcm2 aq dgr. der cter sedih., der cter gmebira tp most of them yg happy lah...

"so sap ape cter albam2 ko????"

dengan segan silu aq pon menjawablah..

"albam2 owhkay. mcm 2 lah mereka. msg2 sibuk ngan study. aq jerk yg cuti... aritue der lah sekali kuar tgk transformers. then ronda2 melaka. owhkaylah"

then dia cakap. ingatkan nak ckp skit, rupenyer panjang pulakx...

" emm sap2. aq taw ko xheppy ngan albam2 ko kan??yelah EX ko pon kwn ko. n mcmn ko nak selse kan? aq taw ko syg kat EX ko tp ko cuber mcmn pon, ko ttp xkan dpt pe2 kan. so aq kesian jugak lah kat ko. aq taw ego ko pon tinggi jugak. mmglah kdg2 ko tue xder ego dlm bnyk perkara, tpi aq rse dlm perkare nie ko xnak kalahkan. yelah klu aq pon, aq pon ssh nak mingle dgn ex aq. len lah klu aq niemuker tebal giler. hak3 joke2. ko jgn lah mcm tue sap. cuber ko pikir positive. albam2 tue kwn ko study sme2, berjaya sem,tup2 sbbsorng pompan, ko nak lepaskan sumer kwan ko??ko rase adil xperbutan ko tue kat diri ko. ko ilang 9 kwn sebb 1 perempuan. kwn skung bkn sng dpt. mmg lah ko selalu cter labam2 ko sibuk lah, xder mserlah. tp biler kami sumer xder, aq rse ko akan turn to albam2 gakx kan..??cuber ko pikir balik. mungkin der yg ko pling rapat dlm albam2. ade x??tpi aq rse kwn ko albam2 sumer ko rapat kowt. emmm aq nie xboleh nak jd kwn ko selalu. aq bkn dok semban sap oii. tue ko kene jage kwn2 albam2 ko tue. yg pntg, ko kwn yg aq syg lah sap"

then kami borak2. abis sudeh topup aq 10 borak sam dier.hak3 tpi aq bahagia lah. at least xboring sgt...huk3

so aq pon memikirkanlah jugak pe kwn aq tue cakap. betol gakx tue. aku nie kawan xder lgsung kat seremban. yg der pon kawan tegur bese jerk bkn kwn rapat mcm albam2. wlopon akan sentise ader EX aq kat dlm kwn2 aq, tp aq xleh lahnak teros lari dr hakikat. EX is EX. friends tetap friends. so aq pon sedarlah kan. lagi2 dier ckp aq da 19. kene kuat skitlah. hahaha xper. aq rase aq da pikir masak. aq tetap akan stick wif aq nyer albam2 wlopon mereka sibuk ker, mlas nak lyan, bz bercople ker. ape2 jelah. bagi aq, "treat others like how u to b treated" itu penting. terpulangklah kpd individu tue sendir nak take part dlm albam2 mcmn. actve ke, kureng actve ke, xactve lgsg ke, aq da xkisah. yg penting aq nak labm2 balik. weeeee!!!!

thanx to kwan rapat aq tue sbb sedrakan aq yg kawan itu penting, perempuan boleh cari len. tapi kwna??1 dlam seribu!!!

so kengkwana, sorrylah sebb aq bodoh haritue. skung aq owhkay. xnak ingat2 lagi kisah lepas??women??no more in my dictionary..hak3 so chiill???

skeen & ralat

smlm aku kn ader post psl nk jd backstabber,then ari nie aku tarik balik kata2 aku tu..
x mao2..x baik jd jahat..nnt org wat jahat kt kiter plak..

diatas nasihat beberapa org kwn..
aku nk jd baik la.x nk wat jahat.

yes kina,i know u r still having a heart pain.
x per.ALLAH tu maha adil..
what goes around comes around..
doa jer lebih2 sket..

but im really2 excited to know what is the next episode of the story.
thats enough kina.
ALLAH tu sentiasa bersama hamba-NYA.
so doa adalah tempat yg terbaik utk mengadu.

to the people out there,
kina menjadi kina yg asal.

*peace*

skeen 'the backstabber'

Hahahaha.evil laugh.
im kina,officially backstabber to someone.but dont worry people.if u r nice to me,im nt.

To be honest,Im become 2 persons rite now.
Dpn ko aku mmg baik!pijak lipas pown x mati.(sbb aku tkt lipas la dowh)hahaha.
Tp kalo pijak ko sure mampos la bai!
yea..yea..dpn ko aku baik kn,.tp sbnrnyer,blkg ko..aku la musuh no1 ko.aku la org pertama yg nk tgk ko derita,sush,sakit n mati kowt..hahaha
jht sgt ker ko ekh?or aku yg lg jahat?argh!mati la sumer tu..

Hye damn!
im keep on thinking!
how to spoil ur day!
how to do shit at u!
how to hurt u!
n I’ll make sure that
u will suffer the whole of ur life..
hahahaha

sorry..
u did nothing that hurt me
but bcoz that thing
ko m'jd mangsa aku
ko m'jd musuh aku
pity u..
ko x slh kn?
Tp x psl2 ko kner.
hahaha

oit kina,x sangke ko ader musuh dh skrg kn.
Org x musuh dgn ko,then asl ko nk musuh dgn org plak?
Hahaha..hati aku puas dowh!biar la!

Im happy to be like this..
=]

Heeee~

rndu la...

bam2.............
sy rndu kamoo...
aku x dpt cuti..
utm bebas dri h1n1...
alhamdullillah..

skeen & tears

seriously,td pas mandi ptg tros2 nanges.tgk beg baju nk balik perak.lg nanges.

aduyai!asl la aku x dpt uitm s.alam eh.dkt sket.everyweek bleh balik.huhu.(nie dlm otak aku weekand nie nk balik).hehe.tp pk balik,bagus gk x dpt

kt shah alam.kalo x sure aku x jd cm skrg nih.aku nih bkn bleh duduk kt kota metropolitan.otak nie jahat jerk jd.hah!dok la ko skeen kt utan sri iskandar tuh.bnyk hikmah nye k.think bout it

*hafiz,tlg hntr i kt ipoh yer this thusday nite.hek2.eh,jgn pk bkn2 k.kami bkn lg pacaran.tp masih kwn baik.tq..

uitm perak,kolej pasir salak.pot aku lepak jumper pacar dlu.hahaha

seremban,tnh airku.bumi ku dibesarkn.menjadi seorg ank bangsa yg berguna.huhu

the signs to be remembered =p

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skeen & quotes

"Being Me is the greatest challenge..
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live
these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses
so I thank YOU GOD
for each fate that u wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST! "
~fatimah jadidi~

Oh ALLAH..
Lead & guide me
in every steps that i make,
everything that i do,
every words that i speaks,
in every decision that i take.
~fatimah's friend~