eza : makeover

eaaaaa.....!!!!

bam2 sume!!! saya bernama nur faizah binti mohd fudzaili is under extreeeeme make over!!!!!

haha xde la extreme sgt...bkn seksi!bkn hebat!bkn anggun dan bergaya!!tp alim ulamak ya masyaallah...!!

heheheeh

ileks sume! ezah yg gedik msih berada di cini..
cume ak telah mngambil beberapa inisiatif untuk mgubah diri ke arah yg lebih baik...wah3...koya nar ak ngate nih..

yee...ak telah meng'associate'kan diri dgn org2 kuat agama bebarape semenjak dua menjak nih...
haaa...join tadarus alquran tgh2 bln exam nih...xtdo mlm(sbb stadi last minit hehe) tp berhenti belajar jp tgh mlm untuk mlakukan solat sunat...n mngaji xkire mase..(cehhh cm over lak gaya ak bcite nih...)
tp kn...ak actually btol2 rse excited lak smlm nk g bce yaasin ngn mmbe2 kt cni...(mklum la,,,lame sgt da mninggalkn prkara2 baik nii...)
but ye!!!
im trying to become a better person! iallah....
no komen on people clothes anymore! no looking too much at people anymore!no muke ketat2 anymore!!

doakan ak ye bam2!
amiiinn... =p

atiqah : bila mata tidak mampu merefleksi diri

kata orang, "tak kenal maka tak cinta...."
kata aku,"makin kenal makin menyampah dibuatnya!"

dah lama dah sikap dia aku perhatikan.yelah,sejak hari pertama aku kenal dia.
ingat lagi saat-saat awal perkenalan aku dan dia.memang tak serasi pon......mgkn sikap dia yang kasar dan jarang aku jumpa tu yang buat kami tak rapat.tapi,aku sabar je.yelah,baru kenal lah katakan.masing-masing tak jumpa lagi keserasian tuh.dan sebab sikap dia tulah yang buat aku selalu rindu dgn korang (bam2).rindu kawan2 yg boleh aku fahami dan memahami aku....

kami cuba untuk berbaik-baik dan dlm masa yang sama, aku cuba kenal sikap sebenar dia.biasalah manusia,ada lebih dan kurangnya,tp aku masih boleh menerima.mgkn jarang luang masa bersama sbb masa ni aku yang sibuk,jd tak perlu untuk melayan kerenah dia lama-lama.

situasi ni berlanjutan agak lama,cumanya kami lebih rapat.tp,kadang2 aku rasa tak selesa dgn perangai dia.dan adakalanya,berkecil hati dengan perangai dia tu jugak.aku biarkan aje perasaan tuh..biasalah,selisih faham dengan kawan2....atau mungkin aku yang mudah terasa.kalau aku bising karang,gaduh.
hari ke hari,aku makin akan rasa terganggu dgn sikap dia - ckp dgn suara yang kuat (da la suara mmg nyaring) a.k.a bising,emo tak tentu pasal,komen,marah, dan cerita pasal kelemahan org lain,pangkah2 aku tanpa sedar yg dia pon sebenarnya sama je.setelah dibuat analisa dan dirangkumkan semua sikap dia tu,aku dapat simpulkan bahawa dia seorang yang tak sedar diri n pentingkan diri sendiri.tulah yg jadi bila mata tidak mampu merefleksi diri dan tuan punya mata tak pernah cuba utk cermin diri sendiri.atau mungkin kami mmg takde chemistry.

Well,main point is,aku da lama sgt tahan perangai dia.and hari ni,aku dh TAK TAHAN....nk pandang muka dia pun rasa tak selera.

AKU RINDU UNTUK PUNYA KAWAN MACAM KORANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

currently listening to this song..sedih TT.TT

eza : bad goin rotten..

seperti buah-buahan yg ddk ats meja ak kt bilik tu...yes...i too am goin bad n rotten..

nape yea?
sbb i've been neglecting everyone!!
sgt trok ak ni...

oke2...mule2 skali aku nk mintak maaf kt rumate ak sbb bork2 on phone smpi kul4 pg tp xreti2 nk low down volume saura ak sendiri...hmm sian rumate ak...
then...ak nk mintak maaf kt bam2 sume...sbb ak lmbt bg tahniah kt ateq imah n dekna yg bru2 ni dpt placement...tahniah ye korg....
n ak nk mintak maaf kt my long lost fren akiem (wlupon xlost) sbb ak dah mungkir jnji dgn die n pergi bercita ngn org len...eehhh ak xcurang!! cume xbtaw akiem je...huhu sory akiemm...nomu mianhae!!
hmm...
last skali...ak nk mintak maaf kt albam2 sume skali sbb wlupon ak dpt kol free, ak still xkontek korang...wlupon ak blk rumah n on9, ak still xkontek korg...

ye...ak telah sedar yang ak ni seorang kawan yg sgt terok..
maafkan ak ye...esp bam2..
n akiem..
hmm...akiem2...
dsebabkan meybi kecewa ngn prangai ignorance ak pada die, die telah dgn terang2an memperli ak d fesbuk.. hadoiii...(koya demo nih)

ye!!!! ak mintak maaf skali lagi sume org...!!!
next time kte jmpe ye bam2..
sdeyh gle ak bce post skeen...n sspe2 lg yg xbernama tu...
ak pon rndu korangg...rndu kt sume time yg kte da spend to gther dri la jamuan kt tepi tangga, men ais skating, smpi mndi air tejon..
nxt time dekna ateq mah blk, ak g jmpot korg keyyyhhh??
t ak angkot sume bam2 skali yg remain kt cni... TT.TT

love come XD

kannada night mlm ni!

aku msuk choir.

baaolave~~~~

banje edelli belle

arap2 best!hahaa

warkah2

Salam semua..

tatkala jari jemariku sedang rancak menari di atas keyboard ini, aku sedang duduk seorang diri. di atas bumbung sebuah bangunan penginapan 4 tingkat. meraih segala simpati dari segeneap pelusuk muka bumi. menghirup satu demi satu nafas yang masih mampu. melihat kehijaun padang rumput, merenung kebiruan angkasaraya, meratapi kemerahan tanah dan menggigil kesejukan ditiup kedinginan ini. lagu dendangan justin onizuka, Mr.Therapy Man menjadi halwa telinga sejak 2 jam yang lalu. gerimis turun sedikit demi sedikit. membasah aku yang dari tadi bertapa seorang diri di atas roof top nie!!! baru ku tahu, kesepian, keseorangan itu mula sebati dengan hidupku.

Hola semua. 1st of all i wanna say congratulations to all. especially ateq, dekna and imah. well u guys are super duper great. heard that u've already got the replacement. im so proud of u guys. its ur opportunity. grab it and just go. best of luck for your future undertakings and dont forget us yeah. take a good care of yourselves. damn!!! can anyone just gimme at least one concrete reason why should i cry now?? please do write to me threw email every month. i wanna updates. well if u guys can feel or maybe try to be a bit observant, we're actually too far from each other since we step into our tertiary education. so this is just my small efforts to strengthen the bond that is loosing from day to day. do write to me yeah. my email is muhamadsafwanmy@gmail.com

so albam2 yg lain, whats up???havent heard from you guys for a long period of time. im misiing all those faces of your. from one day to another. your laugh, your smile and your everything. how are you guys doing?? is everything fine?? study?? relationship?? come update me. do send me an updates through email okies. muhamadsafwanmy@gmail.com i just dont know why on earth should i be this sentimental during this hard time.

hahahah lets me update something with you guys. at least i have something to say to fill the emptiness of this blog. im just being me. try to write, try to share and try to understand.. heeee emmm it a coursework month. full of coursework. one after another. from the simplest part until the hardest assignment ever. 100% coursework. damn!! no final exams and nothing. haiyaa!! im dying

well sangat busy sekarang. finals is just around the corner, although i do have the chnace to fly, but i know that I just can because why?? because I just cant. my bestest best friend here is gonna fly next year. he applied to be transferred permanently to the UK. owh damn. im gona be alone. well here in nottingham nothing extreme happen. I mean nothing much. i do have 2 bestest best friend that helped a lot during the hard time and be there at any time u r needy. but now one of them is going. and sebab tue lah aku duduk kat atas roof top nie sengsorang n aq soh dier janji untuk tulis emel kat aq every month. mcm aq sedang suruh korang lah nie.. weeeee. love them so much. more than albam?? hahaha i guess so. maybe because we are too far from each other. hope to be there for you guys when u really need some1 to talk to, to chat with and to hear you. i just dont wanna be 'another hi-bye friend' of yours......

welll love story?? like usual. still a blank page for this section. interested no more i guess. cume recently der middle eastner cube2 usha. hahaha ujian2. so far im feel like neutral. to get back into a relationship is something impossible.


tue jerk kowt nak update. currently mood mcm...indescribable.

skeen & seoul garden

since dh bace tag tasnim kt dekna and one of the quiestion is :

hajat yg diidamkn tapi blom tercapai

-nk g seoul garden.

kn dekna kn?

awk nk ikut sy g seoul garden tak?

nk bwk awk g seoul garden korea x mampu,

so bwk malaysia version jer la eh. ;)

HAAAA.benda ni la ader kt seoul garden malaysia version.

aper lagiii.bam2!next destionation gonna be SEOUL GARDEN keyh!

jalan2 cari makan jom bam2.. =]

sy nk start final dh.doakn sy yea.pleaseee ;)

skeen & exam mood

my first paper will be on april 23 and will be end on may 9.
buhbye perak and shah alam here i come

heee..

ske sgt2 dok dkt dgn family.

yea.im mom's little daughter ;)

hopefully everything gonna be okayh there.

x bleh dh bgn kul 7.30pg utk ke class, at least kul 6.30pg dh bgn.hu

x der dh nk lenggang2 g class,kner cpt2 berebut parking.nggee

x bleh nk balik bilik time lunch,x der tdo2 lepas mkn.hee.

tapi yg sgt best..

no need to think about a long journey

seremban-shah alam is only about 40minutes.

no more crying alone in a room

rindu2 balik jer.yay!

u..gonna be my driver?hehe

dekna:tag fromtasnim utk bam2

hak3.sbagai ahli bam2 yg tidak mmpunyai hw di hujung mggu ni,aku nak jawab r soalan2 tag tasneem tu eh :D

1.SIAPA ANDA DI RUMAH ?

-anak gadis kepada ibubapasaya

-bibik yg kdg2 rajin kdg2 pemalas

-sy suka mgadap ternet n baca2 forum yg ptut

2.SIAPA DIRI ANDA DI SAMPING RAKAN ?

-penyumbang lagu korea

-teman utk meronggeng

-suka tny byk soalan

-sgt2 aktif kalo jumpe mmber lame

3.LIMA HAJAT YANG DIIDAMKAN TETAPI BELUM TERCAPAI

-nak taw uni kt mana(selasa ni bru dpt taw.Ya Allah bantulah aku)

-nak balik msia deepavali ni.tolong r cuti TT.TT

-nak pegi seoul garden

plg penting skali!

-nak jumpa semua ahli bam2 :)

4.SIAPAKAH NAMA PASANGAN ANDA

erk?ni pasangan yg cmne ni.realiti or fantasi??haha

5.BILA TARIKH ANDA COUPLE

yg fantasi taun 2007.hee XD~

6.LAGU TEMA CINTA ANDA

insomnia!aaaa.sgt2 suka lagu ni

7.Ceritakan 5 perkara yang paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda.

1-die gorgeous

2-die hensem n sepet~!

3-die taw byk bnde

4-die tggi

5-and die pndai wt lwk

(◕‿◕✿)

8.Apa yang anda harapkan dari pasangan anda?

dear kangin,semoga hubungan kita ni akn berkekalan smpi bila2.nnt

time sushow 3 awak dtgla malaysia!sgt rindu dgn kamu~!

xsbr nak tggu 4th album kuar may ni.

kangin saranghae ♥ ♥ ♥ ~!

oke2,sila muntah.hahhaha.

9.Mangsa Tag

-sken

-teq

-tem

-eza

-sap

-mk

-adah

-emin

-fakh

-yan

-tnah

korg sila buat dgn jujur ye.haha

kerinduan thap melampau.....

sume ade time..

sgt ske...

zmn skola....

kte sgt hebat ble aktiviti mkn...

hehehehe..

our trip to mlake....

bam2......

korg pe cite???

aku hrp korg shat je...

actly aku tetbe je teringat kat korg sume....

rndu gle ngn korg...

da lme x hng out sesame...

aku rndu kte yg dlu.....

kuar rermai....

g tgk muvie...

makan....

men bowling.....

ice skating....

aku rndu nk wat bende2 2 ngan korg.....

tp mybe ssh skang ni sbb sume da bzkan....

cuti x sme....

aku juz nk mntk tlg korg smthng.....

aku nk mntk....

no matter what happen....

we'll still together.....

bia smpi tue pon kte still rapat....

aku x kan dpt jmpe mmbe yg cam korg....

korg mmg tebaek la...

korg sgt special to me....

n sy sgt2 syg korg.......

hepi tp sdey......

hai korg...

hmmm..

actly aku da lme x bkk blog nie..

bz ngn final...

tetbe tgh stdy aku tringt nk mgupdatekan dri psl korg....

to ateq , dkna n tem...

congrats!!!

korg da nk fly.....

siyes aku bgge gle mmbe2 aku da nk fly....

tp ble pk blk..

aku cam sdey plak...

nnti korg lme kat sne..

bkn nye sng nk blk kn....

msti aku rndu gle ngn korg...

even kte kat m'sia nie pon ssh nk jmpe apetah lg ble korg da fly kan..

huhu...

tetibe mood sdey plak..

hmm..

nnti nk fly bg la tau.....

nk jgk aku g anta korg nnti....

k la...

2 be continue.....

atiqah : l8 upd8

salam guys!!!
been busy since the 1st day of arrival at college ~phew~ tak sompek nak tarik napeh.
well,this is quite late but just to inform u guys,i've already got an offer from St. Andrews uni in Scotland.i got the e-email offering a place on march 30.skang nih ke strive for str8 A's and if possible A*,and 7.0 in each components for IELTS.

so,just nak wish thanx to everyone yg support and tlg doakan.hopefully support n doa korang utk aku tak benti spi sini je tau.doakan aku supaya dpt str8 A's ek???

and gud luck kat korang2 yg tgh wat final xm....

yg rindu nak hang out ngan korang:
ateq~~~~~

skeen & sad ;(

sy belek2 fb.

sy bukak fb awk.

sy nmpk gmbr kite.

sy rindu awk.

sy rindu kite dlu2.

thanks kwn ;(

:: no together picture anymore ::