Tuesday, April 20, 2010

warkah2

Salam semua..

tatkala jari jemariku sedang rancak menari di atas keyboard ini, aku sedang duduk seorang diri. di atas bumbung sebuah bangunan penginapan 4 tingkat. meraih segala simpati dari segeneap pelusuk muka bumi. menghirup satu demi satu nafas yang masih mampu. melihat kehijaun padang rumput, merenung kebiruan angkasaraya, meratapi kemerahan tanah dan menggigil kesejukan ditiup kedinginan ini. lagu dendangan justin onizuka, Mr.Therapy Man menjadi halwa telinga sejak 2 jam yang lalu. gerimis turun sedikit demi sedikit. membasah aku yang dari tadi bertapa seorang diri di atas roof top nie!!! baru ku tahu, kesepian, keseorangan itu mula sebati dengan hidupku.

Hola semua. 1st of all i wanna say congratulations to all. especially ateq, dekna and imah. well u guys are super duper great. heard that u've already got the replacement. im so proud of u guys. its ur opportunity. grab it and just go. best of luck for your future undertakings and dont forget us yeah. take a good care of yourselves. damn!!! can anyone just gimme at least one concrete reason why should i cry now?? please do write to me threw email every month. i wanna updates. well if u guys can feel or maybe try to be a bit observant, we're actually too far from each other since we step into our tertiary education. so this is just my small efforts to strengthen the bond that is loosing from day to day. do write to me yeah. my email is muhamadsafwanmy@gmail.com

so albam2 yg lain, whats up???havent heard from you guys for a long period of time. im misiing all those faces of your. from one day to another. your laugh, your smile and your everything. how are you guys doing?? is everything fine?? study?? relationship?? come update me. do send me an updates through email okies. muhamadsafwanmy@gmail.com i just dont know why on earth should i be this sentimental during this hard time.

hahahah lets me update something with you guys. at least i have something to say to fill the emptiness of this blog. im just being me. try to write, try to share and try to understand.. heeee emmm it a coursework month. full of coursework. one after another. from the simplest part until the hardest assignment ever. 100% coursework. damn!! no final exams and nothing. haiyaa!! im dying

well sangat busy sekarang. finals is just around the corner, although i do have the chnace to fly, but i know that I just can because why?? because I just cant. my bestest best friend here is gonna fly next year. he applied to be transferred permanently to the UK. owh damn. im gona be alone. well here in nottingham nothing extreme happen. I mean nothing much. i do have 2 bestest best friend that helped a lot during the hard time and be there at any time u r needy. but now one of them is going. and sebab tue lah aku duduk kat atas roof top nie sengsorang n aq soh dier janji untuk tulis emel kat aq every month. mcm aq sedang suruh korang lah nie.. weeeee. love them so much. more than albam?? hahaha i guess so. maybe because we are too far from each other. hope to be there for you guys when u really need some1 to talk to, to chat with and to hear you. i just dont wanna be 'another hi-bye friend' of yours......

welll love story?? like usual. still a blank page for this section. interested no more i guess. cume recently der middle eastner cube2 usha. hahaha ujian2. so far im feel like neutral. to get back into a relationship is something impossible.


tue jerk kowt nak update. currently mood mcm...indescribable.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

bukan your email chocetesfan kew?

al bam-bam said...

emmmm this is quite formal.. hu3. all those emails sent here will never be deleted.

Anonymous said...

albam2 sume! xley jd ni,,,,sap agi syg kwn die kat notts dari kite.haha

pencil case said...

sapp!
it doesnt matter where we are now,yang pntg kite appreciate friendship yg kite bina dr dulu.wuuu~~ :(*sedihkotbcepostko*
aku pon rndu dgn albam2 sume.nnt da bsr kite jgn lupakan kwn kite.syg korg sgt2.

nnt kite sume update r blog ni slalu.hak3.contohilah sken yg selalu mghapdate blog ni :)

Anonymous said...

hahahaha wel yg aq syg tue 2 ketul jerk. nama dier farwa ngan ibal. itulah kawan jatuh bagun aq. kwn yg sama2 dr mule smpi habis. saat aq demam, lapar, merajuk, mengis, skit, gembire sumer diorng satnd by me. not like other yg taw ngumpat n mek kesempatan jerk. so aq syg diorng lah. syg sampai mata. hel me alot!!!

klu aq der albam2, ibal palk der batab. 10 org gak. sumer laki2. emmm so kami lepak atas rooftop 1 malam. kami cter2 the teringat bout our 10 friends.so sedih lah. tue yg mcm kengkadang emo skit. hahaha jarang jumper sumer ngan kawan kami masing

well at least ibal der gf lah. dier study kat UK. aq xder sesapa pown. LOL. so skung dier leaving and i feel empty. damn!!!!

tapi aq sayang gak ngan korang. cumer i dont feel u guys now. come lets get in touch..